Hello to you good people of this wonderful site. I have seen an incredible amount of talk around here with absolutely incredible information and generous feedback from everyone. I have some dilemmas going on in my head and maybe I can hear some talks here from you guys that might be able to help me solve this.
I want to first give some background to myself. I am currently 22 years old, but I have been involved in Martial Arts since around the age of 8. That was when I got jumped by several much older kids and my parents then decided I should start learning how to defend myself. The school that was next to us was an excellent School of Kyokushinkai Karate, with a wonderful teacher, excellent and seriously tough practices that would be 3 times a week and were 2 hours every time. At the age of 11 I had my first competitions.
Nearly on my 12th B-Day I immigrated to Canada. I had about a year pause while adapting to the new country, but soon found a new school which was a Kempo Karate school. It was very interesting as there was a lot of stress on not just sparring, but also self defence. Training was ok, I got to compete in Canadian Nationals, got some nice places, but that was about it. All this experience lasted till about the time I was 17. At that point I moved yet again, but within the city, and was unable to go to my gym any longer, so I started with regular workouts in the gym, going quite seriously into it, while trying not to forget what I have learned from previous places.
At 19 I finished my college and moved to work for a company in Germany. Been living here for nearly 3 years, and since arriving here got involved in learning Hung Gar.
Now 3 years down the line, and I find myself a little bit at a loss emotionally and philosophically. I have been training hard, and I always have as I truly love Martial Arts, and being involved with them for nearly 14 years now I have no initiative in giving up. But I have some fears and doubts crawling into my head.
As many of us noticed, a huge spike in the interest has popped up in UFC and general Mixed Martial Arts (MMA). We all witness these individuals practicing hard to fight in the ring and do whatever it is they do. Yes, we all say that they have rules. And also, how many of us are indeed willing to put our brains on the line of being knocked out almost weekly while loosing brain cells and pretty much seriously damaging ourselves? I know I do not, but I want to be able to practice at some level and as it is a Martial Art, I do take some consideration that I will receive damage, but it will be for a purpose, for discipline, for education, for the ability to withstand a much more painful consequence that might arise at some point, or maybe even help someone else to avoid it later as well. But one thing I do have to say is, these MMA competitions have much less rules then any other fights out there. And one has to agree, MMA is very effective combat material, and it has proved it many times. And yet we have never seen any real proof from any form of Chinese Martial Arts that has been able to withstand the test of such a competition.
Now I want to clarify that I understand quite well the values that are held within our practices in Chinese Martial Arts (I can call it kung fu, but to be fair, it really does only mean "Hard Work":) ). Many things in our practices are focused on health, endurance, conditioning. But why do we do it? We often train the forms, then break them down into practical moves, where they are supposed to be used for actual encounters. But then we rarely actually spar! And even if we do, we spar with multiple layers of equipment, often limiting ourselves from the ability to grapple, grab, or do much of whatever it is that we learned. Of course some of our techniques are for weaker points, but it is not every one of them.
Pavel Macek’s school so far has been the only school that I saw some pretty interesting sparring at. It seemed like something much closer to what is done in MMA, and the only reason I bring MMA into this is the reality of their battles. But (and please, PM, I respect very highly any school that has put as much dedication as you did into yours, and into your students and yourself, and I mean absolutely no disrespect) from what has been shownin the videos, the fighters felt uncoordinated in the actual process, it didn’t feel like the things we often learned were effectively used, i.e. the philosophical approach to a battle that Hung Gar holds: end the fight with minimal amount of energy. I guess my point is, I always have heard of many many masters being of really high levels, and yet, I have never seen a real, and I mean a REAL fight between a true master and someone else. One where you can seriously see the danger and ability one possesses.
What this boils down to is, I want to understand somehow if what we are taught indeed is as powerful as we are often told to believe. Again, to avoid any confusion, I wish not to attack, but to reinforce my own belief in a system to which I wish to be dedicated. And indeed, I wish to be dedicated deeply, if I can find the confidence I seek in it. There was a saying in one of the books I have by Wong Kiew Kit ( ) where he said that whenever you choose a master, test them. I am selecting a possible system to which I am inclined and tempted to become very seriously dedicated to, but I have come to see things which force me to feel uncomfortable.
And now I call to you guys, everyone who will have the will to read through everything I wrote here, please, let me know if you had similar experiences, and how did you go about overcoming them. I see incredible possibilities that we often describe in what is practiced. I see demos, I see feats of strength. But how come our Martial art has never defended it’s true title as being a Martial one? I am willing to expand a lot more on my thoughts and philosophies, but I do not want to bore many of you. I very much hope this post will be understood correctly and not taken as an insult for I do not mean one. Again, Pavel Macek, with every possible bit of respect, I hope you do consider my words harmless and only as an observation that I have witnessed.
Thank you guys in advance if you read through all this and will write me back! I greatly appreciate your time!
With all the respect,
Dimitry