Brennanos,
Keep your vids up, honesty is always the best policy. You are the better man for it...
My advice, for outside range sparring, if you want to improve your performance, try narrowing things down a little bit, just so you can work range and timing on your entry footwork. Concentrate on consistency with as few techniques as possible...
Gloves, cups and mouthpieces are good, so long as you still maintain consistency and control. Ironpalm is right, to have a consistent, cooperative training partner is a great first step. Maintain good contact control so that he stays that way!
For long-range sparring, all you really need is your fists anyway. It does help if you can grab and pin, or grab and throw as well. Other hand-form skills can be trained more safely and effectively in other "sparring isolation" drill format...
As Xiaoban mentioned, working from an approach of continuity keeps you on top of your game. Later, when you have become more comfortable with movement, you will find the timing easier for the "one-shot kill" (representing any strike with controlled, terminal emphasis)...
Also, decide if you actually
want to spend much time inside, and if so, decide what your objectives are when you
do get in there (
ie, continued striking, positional control, takedown,
etc). If not, stay outside, watch the control, and do it moving!
...have fun then, and keep us posted!
Best,
Michael